Monthly Archives: June 2010

Depression and hope

So I’m not sure how the whole going without meds thing is going to work.  Just when I’m feeling really good and hopeful, the next day I’m back to entirely unmotivated and depressed.  It’s the part of me that still … Continue reading

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Are you ready?

I’ve been doing tons of reading and studying the bible along with raptureready.com.  I felt such an urgency with regards to the rapture that I put up pages on my facebook to warn people and show the way to salvation.  For … Continue reading

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The pursuit of happiness

It’s so hard to be happy in this life.  Or to look at the things in your life, and go, this is what makes it worth living.  At least not for me.  I think, maybe I’ll be happier when we … Continue reading

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What are your qualifications?

Per some conversations over at stepping stones, folks are suggesting that one never gets over the loss of a potential biological child, even if one adopts.  And I was reading some interesting threads about staying a family of two.  Not … Continue reading

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Holla if you’re in the 7%!

My fertility friend charting tool flipped over to 23 cycles.  Next month I’ll hit 24, woot!!  Note that I only started using the thing after our break in 08 so add a few more cycles to that.  Here’s some fun … Continue reading

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need to light a bum

well pooper.  I’m getting our stuff together and realized the last reference letter we’re waiting on, the person is on vacay.  Who is also, not suprisingly, a dude.  I want it done, dangit.  Also not feeling like we have the … Continue reading

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Father’s Day

Yet another hallmark holiday passing by without us being able to celebrate it.  At church, just like Mother’s day, they had the father’s stand up to be recognized.  Dan doesn’t mind all this but I mind for him.  I mind … Continue reading

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